Findings of a nonpareil unequalled unparagoned unprecedented deviant specimen.


with 2 comments


‘What would a typical person be doing differently?’

Get publicly emo, cry, post pathetic social network updates.

I don’t know.

As far as I’m concerned, I don’t go with the flow.

But then again, the very existence of the infamously notorious female hormones changes things.

They work wonders.

Like, making an emotionally stable lunatic less stable.

That would be a murderous psycho/sociopath, but let’s not delve into that.

Add a bad back, exams, stress, unhealthy eating habit and it’s a freaking festival.

I finally had the courage to ask myself these.

‘Is he your legs or something? Your daily dose of chocolate? Why is it ever necessary to have a chat with him everyday? You were a bad-ass lone trooper, with balls, no less. So why on Earth are you being such an annoyingly emotional pathetic loser right now?’

Bad back, menstruation, exams, stress, what have you.

Ma deserves to be royally worried.

I’ve never told her so much about my life that I’ve become highly dependent on her shoulders.

My depression last year got me arguing with her about my future in education.

Which I was very much thankful for, because if it wasn’t for that Ma wouldn’t have accepted my hard-headedness as a whole.

I prolly just miss my family really badly.

August is so far away.

Seriously someone need to kick the agonizing pain out of my back right this dreadful second PLEASE


Written by Takahara Suiko

6 June 2012 at 08:32

Posted in journal

2 Responses

Subscribe to comments with RSS.

  1. Time flies. It’s less than two months from now. Don’t count the hours, minutes or seconds, not even days! Take care.


    6 June 2012 at 10:01

  2. 1 bulan di jepun tak sama dengan 1 bulan di malaysia…
    ada benda best, ada benda tak best..
    nak pendekkan masa, buat la benda2 best…


    9 June 2012 at 01:20

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: